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On Top Of The World - Boys Like Girls /

Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting
To see you again
Be with you my friend

went out early to meet rebecca.
i lost my camera!=xx

but ohwell.
met jianhua&yongchun and their girls.
darn jianhua said i looked like rebecca's mom.lols.

oh it was a white top and a black skirt and white pumps along with that really nice Rusty clutch.
the white pumps drove me mad=xx hahahah.stuffed tissue inside!
all in all, it was an outfit suitable for the Esplanade, because i got in:D

the concert was good,though a little too solemn.
everyone didnt really know the Esplanade etiquette well so we didnt make much noise.
wished we'd all scream suddenly though.
the sopranos were WHOOSH.

i never really understood opera,
just that it was a common joke among kids.
but after listening,
i actually liked it(:

and the seats were WAYYYY cool:D
one seat throughout and we had a veryvery good view(:
yeahs.

everybody looked so pretty yesterday(((:
hans was so liuyuan pretty while playing the erhu(:
jasmine's hair was sweet!
fiona was YAYYYYY so COOL can.the cymbals:D

yala everybody looked nice.haha.
the finale was quite nice..
they were all singing Higher Ground so beautifully (that would be saying if you shut Rev Low's voice out)
and the really really nice thing was that you could hear it all the way up to the 4th level of seats in the Concert Hall.everyone was singing together~
yeps(:

and we went walking around the Singapore River(: the view is nice~
walked to Victoria and back.
then took the MRT back~

it was a veryvery sweet night:DD

went to OBD at the Cornerstone!
met manymany people~
yeps.MANY.
and we were on the bus-me,megan and terry:D
gerard and zihao brought us there!

terryshen's wonderful shooting skills=P

well thats her and the KM look again=x bwahaha.

yay me terry megan at Cornerstone sitting down alrdy.flash too bright only me and meg can tahan=PP see how tortured terry is.

yeps we enjoyed being at Cornerstone....preferred last year though.but its still fine(:

then megan left with her classmates and terry and i got lost,but found our way miraculously (duh,with terry's orienteering skills,SURE get lost one.) to Parkway Parade!

damn,the shopping there's good(: im going back!haha and so we went to Pastamania.terry ordered and she looked so happy when her food came!

she dug in!

and when she finished,here's how she looked:

lols.

we lost to bedok north girls,but we won dunman boys 84-63(:
sometimes i really wish i was back in bball..
i miss trainings sometimes.
i look at the jerseys and id be so proud if i owned one of them.
id have cherished being in the team.
but
i wouldnt be in npcc.
i wouldnt be in 2A.
i might have still been a part of the CC.
maybe not.
my studies would have been super bad.
i might have still been super depressed.
i might not have seen him.
i would have been better at the sport i love so much.
i would have had fun.
but i would have still been a bad,bad,girl.


I Shall

i am a pangsehkia.
i pangsehed my best friends today.
i shall repent.
i dont like that little paikia bit of me in me.
i cannot be a bad girl.
i wont be a bad girl.
i shall repent.
im going to the Esplanade with berdine & rebecca,my closest sisters ever.
but they were my closest sisters.
i got my phone call.
i turned around and went home.
but the two of them...
are still walking along the wrong track.
too far,too far.
too far to run and drag them back.
i shall try.
i am evil.
i make people sad.
i ruin people's chances.
dont treat him any worse.
my baby.
i shall repent.
i shall love.

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my dearest jiayi,
life isnt always wonderful you know?
it may be sad but it usually aint so-
you'll be fine(:
there has to be a reason which brought you to DHS,
and you'll be glad you went there while the rest of us grumble about having to take our O's.
you'll always have me by your side,
the invisible wenxin from 2A at Dunman High.

here goes yet another post commenting on a teacher.YAY!
havent written controversial stuff in a while.
but this time,its really unbearable.

WHY DID ANGLICAN HIGH SCHOOL EMPLOY A TEACHER LIKE HERRRRR?!?!?!?!?!
MOE POSTED HER TO METTA SCHOOL, NOT HERE!
shes called mdm soh,aka ms chan.
looks like a korean but sadly,i think we have to declare shes a singaporean.NOOOOOOOO~

i quote edwen:
"i thought koreans were chio,but after seeing mdm soh,i changed my mind;"
ahaha.

her hair's weird and everyone cracked up after i changed my hairstyle to look like hers=P
she looks like the Pink Lady from Singapore Idol and talks like the Silent Whisperer haha.
really,her voice CANNOT be heard.she cant read too,and i doubt she understands much english because she repeats the same sentence to herself 30times.

my class actually quietens down to hear her talk,but to no avail lah.
shes supposedly here for TWO MONTHS.
but we're kicking her awayyyy(: because good old mervin complained for us.

she tries to raise her voice,but it ends up like shes scolding us.furthermore,my talking is louder than her voice.
worse still is her teaching.
here goes.

we are in the lab.
"students,this is a lightbulb."
"this is a battery."
and she just goes on.
WTF dont we have eyes.

really this is one of the few times when we have Fiona supporting this rebellion even.
she walked out of mdm soh's class wth.lols.
and the CO and guitar people followed suit,only they asked mdm soh for permission coz they had the esplanade thingy to do.
mdm soh said yes-NOTE:SHE SAID YES.
then they packed their stuff and was walking towards the staircase when mdm soh asked "where are you all going?!"
goodness.

then she was some kinda going through the science papers with us.
teachers usually write the answers on the board or read it out to us.
in this case of her super LOUD voice,she couldnt read it out so basically she wrote.
she wrote sth like this-

"A food web is made up of many interconnected food chains.(o.5)"
instead of explaining the answer to us(actually we didnt need it because our class is made up of geniuses aha),she pointed to the (o.5) and told us,
"students,this is HALF A MARK."

WTHHHHHH we all wanted to jump.
but what made me want to torture myself was this-

she started writing the sentences on the board,and tried to read the sentences.oh,by the way?her handwriting is pure 4yearold kid writing.
then she started writing on the board.

at first it was sth like this-
"A food web is made up of many interconnected food chains.(o.5)"
but after another full sentence,it became like this-
"Die.Because ....... .. . . . . . . . ."
soon,it became
". . . . . . . . . . . . ."

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT THE HELL.

she didnt even bother telling us the answer anymore.she just continued writing dotdotdot on the board.
then i just had to talk la.
"cher,what is dotdotdot?"

she actually answered me.
"is the answer!"

AHAHAHAHHAHAHA

then i asked damn sweetly,
"cher,then we also write dotdotdot la?"

she said
"ya correct but must write more than me."

WALAO EH I WNA SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD WITH A .22!

she reads to her book,she talks to the whiteboard.
she ducks under the table and leaves us wondering where she went when she pops up and we all scream because she looks so scary with that hairstyle of hers.
she leaves her phone under the table so she can duck underneath to make calls.
wthwth.

so i thought it would be pointless to ask her for marks.
but we went anyway.
in fact the whole class lined up to ask for marks,even though there wasnt any.
reason we gave?

"because shes so stupid,she will give us full marks if we tell her to."

well we didnt get our marks anyway because she pretended to read through the question and then she told EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US that
"i will go and check for you."

might as well la.
she copied down every single question we had doubts about,copied our names,and wrote it on a tiny piece of paper about the size of 1/4 your foolscap.
you know what?
i think she threw the paper away in our dustbin.
hell.
even the teachers find her weird.
we have proof coming STRAIGHT from their mouths can.
she really cant teach,and if this goes on,my science will drop further.

OH,MY FUTURE.RUINED BY HER BARE HANDS.

dad told me he dreamt of dear and i getting married.ahaha.dear old daddy got no more creativity le~he's starting to dream of reality=P

anyway.it was extremely slack for us today~having just to stand there and greet people,then stand again at the finale.
I PULLED MY FIRST POPPER!:DDD
hahaha.
id have enjoyed being in STOMP! though=x
had alot of laughs about the fan choy man lols.
oya didnt mention about cheongmaylan sitting in front of me=P was fighting the urge to kick her in the shin.
and we cleared up the popper rubbish in the hall after everything,with a certain CLEANLINESS COORDINATOR sitting around ordering us about=P even served him cake after clearing up lol.
my silly baobei.

是孩子受伤.

i love my kids.and you;

so it was supposed to be a live shoot for all of us.
i'll describe it in as few words as possible-

The Tale Of The Long Wasted Trip To The Home Team Academy

LONG way.choachukang.
step into shooting range.
put on mufflers.
trembling.
praying not to shoot myself,i look at the target.
almost touch the gun,
when a voice blasts.
"TAKE OFF YOUR MUFFLERS AND STEP OUT OF THE RANGE RIGHT NOW!"

and so it goes.we were supposed to go through 2 dry shootings before going for the live one.and we only had 1 dry shoot.
so in the end no shoot,no anything.go for nothing.
arghs.

anyway.i rushed off to WSPS and helped out for Racial Harmony Night((:
kids are REALLY REALLY sweet!
everyone who recognized me as the jiejie who keeps coming back waved lahs haha.
then the guzheng people were like,"jiejie you got boyfriend izzit?"
haha damn cute.coz they gave that sincerely curious look.
then i look at them seriously.
"nola actually i got girlfriend."
haha not really very funny but it cracked the kids up(:
laughing nonstop for 3minutes lol.
and each class had to put up one item?
all of them sang veryVERY well~

"men are from Mars,women are from Venus,children are from Heaven"((:

yes they are(:
i see jaeson and lijun in my sweetest dreams;

i think i wanna be a primary school teacher when i grow up(: or maybe a kindergarten school!

I LOVE KIDS(((((: yes i do i do i do-oooooooooooooo=P

MY BEST FRIEND IS VERY NICE BECAUSE HE SAYS HI TO ME WHENEVER HE WALKS PAST.(btw, he made me write this X)


gna clear things up with baobei tml lers.
wonder what's the outcome.
probably something i would be sad about,
but i'll try my best to accept it if he really wants it that way.
i know he loves me though.
but if only you'd let me stay with you and go through everything with you.
i love you baby; let me.

everyone tried hard today at the founders' day rehearsal(: thanks people!
effort seen,we can do better tml at the shooting!sheesh i simply can NOT fire a .22 well enough.im already scared of popping balloons and you tell me hear gunshot.lol how ah.

yeah...i suppose we're going to try~but we wont give up!
no matter what happens dear?you know i'll still love you(: you're still my angel(:

science drove me crazy=/
had only d&t and history!haha(:
coz baobei had listening today.he say score full marks!that's great(: i got faith in him~
and after that terry and i went to eastpoint.
dear said that he was gna bring me to a jap restaurant there,then it happened to be the one that i ate at with terry!aww the food was GREAT i tell you(:
then we went to tm to slack around and wait for megan and sheena to come!
haha we got to FOX and tried everything we could see there,then went to courts to check out the phones,cameras and xbox360=P terry lost all 3 rounds racing bwahahahaha.
then we watched Pirates Of The Caribbean:Dead Man's Chest!
haha it was a WONDERFUL show(: i just kept laughing can lols.
but baobei had also planned to bring me go watch=x sianded right.but nevermind(: we got many chances to watch in the future(: bring baobei erzi and nuer go also!
yeps went to have dinner with dear next(: in the end also nv eat lahs lol.
just slacked arnd with him=P
好爱你(:

he promised to go walking with me at the Singapore River after the Esplanade concert!finally i get him to myself for once:D i love you dear(: my only one!

last week's been a beautiful week(: thanks darling!you made it veryveryvery sweet.

its this kind of simplicity in our love that's gonna keep us together for the rest of our lives(:

FINALLY.
i have gotten my LCP rank(:
am darn glad i crawled out of bed for this promotion ytd.had fever for the third time in 3weeks.
believe it or not,my parents asked me not to go to school and i strongly declined.ahaha.
gna work VERY hard towards my CPL rank(:
been waiting so long can.YES!i made it(:

and today was the Founders' Day rehearsal..it was freaking messy with the new things we had to learn.
STOMP! was nice~our first time watching,which explains everybody's confusion about the rhythm.wouldnt running in be the best solution?make us march in.GOODNESS.then gotta learn the counting and stuff.in the end also nv work.the rhythm totally out of control!
well im just hoping it gets better=x
and the GB seniors were nice to us lah(: THANK YOU!
uh huh and that sorta concluded the finale thingy for the moment.thurs EXTRA rehearsal.thank goodness it isnt full u again-theres shooting prac on friday and that has to be full u lors.we're gna stink up the place on sat=x eeeee.but then still ah.not enough rehearsals i think.not with all the additional stuff.and mr chin,cheongmaylan,the STOMP! instructor and mrs goh just orders us to do different stuff can.like its easy.HEADACHE AH!

D&T.not done yet=DIE.

went to TJC for their open house after rehearsals anyway.wasnt very early though.most areas were clearing up already.
was looking at their courses and stuff.it was real chim lahs thats what i can say.the offer DID seem interesting-join IP and be a "JC" student.
well.
it is a fact that if i actually get selected to be in TJ,i had better go because i simply cannot trust my future Olevel results-think they'd hardly get me into a good polytechnic.
ya so going into TJ would be a safe choice.
then again i think im missing out on secondary school life if i go.
i saw the school and all...yala its alright lahs.
i wouldnt mind starting all over again in TJ~but then again.i realised i'd miss ahs.furthermore,i sorta gave up DHSIP for anglicanhigh after all.
oya and i wasnt dreaming.i did not see things.aha i didnt know glenn had a twin in TJ=P was like stunned can lols.
and i think JC's more stressful~
uh huhs.sheena zhixin pearly terry and megan went with me!then they're all interested in TJIP..yeps.
i was just thinking of what would happen to NP.then they said i could go back for cca.that has got to be troublesome lahs.
i mean,i did sorta plan my near future already.
take core history,EL lit.(though i wna try out for core geog because career options are FREAKING limited)
try to live through sec3,
mug hard for sec4 and turn school upside down before i leave.
score relatively well for O's
get into MJ.from there its two different paths.

study like siao=get into the U
or
enjoy jc life as much as possible=retain.

well after all that though,its probably NUS for me or sth.well and hoping id already be an Honorary Officer by then,i can go pump people like siao at secondary schools=P BWAHAHAHA.

lijun and jaeson have a weird mom ahaha.but theres a WONDERFUL daddy to make up for her=P

well imagine that. one long paragraphCANCELLED.
changed to who knows what.i wouldnt be sure about my life there too~what if i happen to hate TJ?goodness i think that place is WAY too mature for me le=x
furthermore,i cant bear to leave baobei(:

kinda cool though,thinking about all this even though its impossible for me to get into TJ ahaha.not with the Cs on my sec2 midyears!lol.

and after slacking at the cafeteria dreaming that we were already in the school,we left for simpang!yay.aww sheena didnt come though=x

went to have prata yay.havent eaten fat stuff in like,weeks.i do deserve some credit for the self-discipline yes?((((:
and we had fun(: we just talked about everything that came to our minds.then we headed for tampines!but zhixin went back aww.
so it was me terry megan and the CURSE OF THE BLACK PEARLY=PPPPPP
terryshen made pearly go crazy with laughter can.ahaha.she take flyers from other people and give OTHER people.lols.darn comical la terrykukushen.
then just slacked arnd.
yay.
when going back that time i met ahbarn,junjie,aloy and pangmeng!haha long time no see them.asked me go with them but i declined!haha coz i promised baobei id be guai(:
anyway my fever was acting up for the second time so i rushed home shivering=x

today was interesting lah(:
SWEET!

aww eunice.im not suicidal lah(: thanks for the sweet tag(:

had a good time relaxing in danielchan's room~yeps.he's a very nice counsellor yarhs...even though the counselling wasnt for me,i still learnt alot from today's experience(:
i encourage people to go talk to him(: really.it helps to talk it out with him~

my baby.
i love you alrights(:
today was sweet being with you.
haha i thought you would fly if i sat on the other side of the seesaw~turns out we weigh roughly the same=P FATFATFAT!
then you suddenly push all your weight down and then i flewwww and i screamed.haha(: so loud can.even the cat run away.
and i cant do pullups!sheesh lol.
it was fun trying to anticipate when you'd jump out of the swing lols.
but i still got scared by you la ahaha.
i wna be pushing jaeson and lijun on the swing next time;
loveyadarling(:

its simple times like this when i discover i love you more than i know(:

i am in LOVE with playgrounds(((: they're so fun!

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aww baby that longlonglong sms you sent~
its really sweet...im really speechless...veryveryvery touched~awwgosh.i love you!you're really the best to me..thanks for being there baobei..for being my guardian angel,my spiderman,my pillow & laogong(: everything-我爱你! aishiteru(:
all i can really say in reply is-
me too,dear;
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN "I LOVE YOU"((:

i worked hard in trying to study today.whoosh.
then went to watch match~darn it was embarrassing.forget it.aha.
went off before last quarter started.wells we would win anyway-
yeps.
wasted ah,today morning.i switched off my phone for the first time in months and cj calls me out in the morning.sigh then i realised i havent been to school with baobei for many months already.sighhhhhh.i miss the old times lah.
forget it.i'll just blog on error403.

what the heck is going on.

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again my mood is better~
because baobei always makes me feel so much better(:
hes still the sweetest man in my life(:
theres no words to describe the love<3
thanks for being there dear(: aishiteru!

the finals ytd really made me blurred out today.
damned lethargic.but yesss ITALYY won(:
yeps.glad that our recesses clashed today..finally was able to see cj for once.
well.
dragged myself through the day and all...
and came back.
saw leeying and tengrui..they're sweet.

if only we were like that.

anyway.that was crapping in the afternn because i was feeling some sorta sad.so nevermind that because im feeling real good now(: i just finished an Emily the Strange blogskin!and its much better than my usual sucky standard~maybe MQ would think twice about using my skins again aha=P
yes support me leh!haha nola just seesee how it is.


EMILY THE STRANGE SKIN#3

uh huhs.and that got me into such a good mood(: and dear's been sleeping since 8 i think.poor baby's tired out.me too actually la aha.but just before i clicked shutdown i decided to post!yes(: help me seeee my skin can le(: its noobie but still.im trying hard lah.
another reason im feeling happy is because i know even though baobei doesnt show it most times,he still loves me and im glad about it(: thanks for being there MAN of the house!loveya(:

i love the new blogskin(:
havent updated..shall talk about last monday's sneaking around as ordered by miaoqian(:

so..we were invited to watch the soccer match on monday-i mean,of all days lah.holiday summore.
then we went.but we werent seen ahaha.
hiding at the 14th floor of a building watching the match.
so high up..cannot recognise anyone one lor.only a few very er,distinguishing people lahs haha.
then we decided to go to school for a better view.
we RANNNNN there and sheesh the view was worse.ahaha.
ohwell.it wasnt much though,just alot of laughter and freaking out.
must be there to experience mah.
then cj came by when i realised i lost my wallet=x
was damned sian le.so send the both of them off then go chuanjie's house!
devils won anyway lols.

oya and mrs chan retired along with madam teo.
got a tribute to my wonderful mary chan(:
aww i was like the only one who cried when they announced her leaving at assembly.

the one with the RIBSTER pants AHAHAHAHAHAHHA((((((:
the fussy woman who needed everything standardized.
"forks put on the left of the bowl,pots turned upside down,align according to table one!"
the girl from dance society.
"love to dance eh you people?cannot stop moving one ah.do 360 with me lah."
the grandmother who went all soft when mentioning her granddaughter.
"oh goodness shes so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute!!!!!!"
the evil woman who showed us disgusting pictures of parts of the body falling off or rotting away and smiled sinisterly when we cringed in fear.
"hah you see?thats what happens when you eat too much of what you shouldnt be eating and not eating what you should.i LOVE cucumbers and you people love chicken rice.you see?i lead a very healthy lifestyle."
the one who parked her corolla so prominently at the parade square.
"come,i give you my keys you go take from the back of my car please thank you."
the strict cook.
"less sugar and oil,more veggie and fruits.NATURAL food,not canned!"
the robot.
"three steps.you poke through the middle,and poke through a little material,then wind the thread round anticlockwise,and pull."
"mrs chan,its your 1000th time saying that!!!"
the hard-hearted woman.
"never bring your cookery items.no food for you today!i shall give to mr chua!"
she is, my homec teacher(:

mrs mary chan.surprisingly,i never got caught for my attire in her class-not even once.she often pissed us off by not giving us our food lahs.then we'd put VIM in the food,add detergent in the cake,throw eggshells into the mixture=x wonder if CCP really ate them.aha.
but she was a nice woman who helped us through our homec lessons lahs.especially when we were sewing on our own,she'd tell us stuff and it got to be very fun(: during cooking she usually was rushing here and there whacking people's butts lols.she's strict,but she's hilarious.we know that,and we love her for that(:

THANK YOU MRS CHAN(: ITS BEEN A LOVELY TWO YEARS WITH YOU((((: