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On Top Of The World - Boys Like Girls /

Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting
To see you again
Be with you my friend

we had Enterprise Day on Wednesday! :D
we sold lots of stuff,& we made like $410,which is double of what everyone earned,we pwn man :D yep everyone worked hard for this,& we're proud that everyone did something after all(:
wanted to go home & study for my chinese,but ended up spending the afternoon with georgina,leon,shiyi,bel,wanting,yile & zomg i cant remember.HAHA yep what a weird clique,but we started some big gossip-cum-catch the class thief session,& i just think that everyone'd be disappointed in whoever's the thief stealing money again & again.i suppose assumptions & suspicions just dont work all that well anyway.thieves=bad.

decided to stay home the next day,haha i cant believe i fell sick :x ohwell.

training today was slack,we celebrated sir's birthday :D finally going to have a squad lunch,& passing on to valerie next year :x awwwwww haha.
yes kuku your dream has arrived,

GUIDES COOKIES ARE HEREEEEEEEEE

haha plus the rubbish i cleared from my locker,i honestly couldnt handle all the weight & i managed to struggle home in the end, (thanks victor & daryl!) & my arm's hurting again lol its a miracle i made it back(:

while walking past the soccer guys in school just now,someone was singing Thunder & i realised that i forgot about it haha i really like the song! :D


BOYS LIKE GIRLS
Thunder

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go,

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder


haha did i ever mention i prefer thunder to lightning?(:
okay my reaction today was huge,& i think i need to rework my mind a bit.
but in the meantime,
i love sheena neo for always being there for me,
i miss SWIVZ & really hope we can get that SWIVZ outing arranged(i still keep typing SQIVZ argh lol)
im desperately hoping the Marcopolo chalet goes well,
& we dont die.
ah choi.

When I look into your eyes I don't have to fantasize
You're a dream that's realised

Graduation ceremony ytd,didnt think it was all that significant.maybe something on a larger scale i guess.
CJ's graduated,& after a day of madness with cca i went for dinner with him(:
mm its great t see him so happy again,im glad i made his day(:

people have so many priorities,so much love.

i think im finally getting a grip on myself,yet i drag myself back at times.why is something as insignificant as this so important to me after all this time?
i thought after this blew past id find back the passion.i think im suppressing it,yet i think it might not even be there in the first place.

"i have every reason to."

one line that really brought impact into my life.

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okay that sounded really emo lol im getting crazy nowadays do forgive me haha okay i have a good sister of mine who's finally decided to get her hands busy with business instead of fooling around haha,i can vouch for her,havent seen how good her products are though,but do visit her blogshop :D

http://shoooooo.blogspot.com

goodluck to you sista. (:

there is every reason for me to.

you confessed your love
undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free

realised i havent really blogged for ages.
been really busy,lots of changes everywhere.
i guess this period's in exchange for my smooth flowing happy life the past year(:
im grateful,really.
its just that lots of things are cramming into my head now,

marcopolo.
npcc.
ccp.
npcc.
marcopolo.
alumni.
ccp.
alumni.
marcopolo.
cj.
cj.
cj.
marcopolo.

i wonder how people manage their work so well.

shanna says:
I know you must be UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
But again, follow your heart.Dont run after it like that day okay LOL.

haha nonsensical as it may sound,i kinda like it. (:

somehow im very affected by the fact that my oral was the lowest in the class,even lower than the PRCs.ccp gave me a 26/40.just mentioning it kinda hurts,like something i cant get off my head.i mean,i was confident of at least a 30,& even then i wouldnt have been satisfied after the so called "smooth" oral i had with him that day.

im worried about the sec2s,them passing on the slack attitude that our level has,i cant imagine this kind of slack stuff in the cca again & again.honestly i think our batch has failed in many ways,& we need to improve on it.im going to make sure the sec2s bring about a better image next year.after all,why are we called a uniform group?given our discipline,we cant even play instruments.

the alumni is going to die if i dont revive it right now,but i dont even know where to start.we cant reach practically the whole sec3 level,not that i can blame them but i need help with my Exco.President is handling a bigger & better group of people,& he can do it so i have to be able to lead the alumni successfully.

cj.im really sorry for the past month..ive been selfish & irritable,i dont know why but i cant seem to give up what i used to be able to give up for you.i look at people & i feel so guilty for neglecting you all this while,but i cant stop doing it.im placing emphasis on everyone,everything but you.is it the fact that we've been icons for what,2years10months?i cant seem to get things right whenever we talk on the phone anymore.either one of us gets sad or irritated,& i hate it.i hate having to see 5 of the same msges on my phone whenever i want peace.i hate sarcasm.i hate paranoid thinking.i hate it when you call & im not paying attention to you.i hate it when you cant tell me why you're feeling sad because im not listening.

marcopolo.i keep thinking im the only one who misses you so much, & i get frightnened thinking that way.everyone's so busy yet they take time to meet up,im so glad we get to see each other.but i miss you guys,more than ever,everyday.its so difficult to express such a feeling,yet so easy to feel it.i just need marcopolo so much,i dont know why.

i dont know whats going on with you,but im getting paranoid myself.i hate it when i feel this way,because i feel so damn guilty for thinking this way.its worse than anything else.its normal for you,but its way off for me.i cant even say how i feel towards this.the only thing feasible now is to forget.

whoooosh.
time to move on with life.

i just invented a game & sheena lost :P

2d'06 Megan! Please don't throw it away. says:
i like peking fuck
OOPS
duck

xD

finally,the day ive been waiting for :D


my first time there,haha thank goodness i had meixuan t help me(: haha wymer was a great help! "just dump everything that looks nice onto your plate" xD i did that lah,& i think i ate 1kg of chicken charsiew xDDD







that thing alone made me laugh a full 15 minutes fang you look constipated xD

i miss marcopolo,cant wait till i see you guys again(:
next up, MARCOPOLO@CHALET :D

Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you

You confessed your love
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame

great food,bel & i had the ribs :DDDD service not very up to standard but whatever lah lol.

dont praypray ah freeflow candyfloss leh :D

New York's Statue of Liberty lookalike :D

ah i give up.

shanna looks like Santa geez LOL.

of beards & moustaches,here comes the ultimate:

xD i reluctantly put this pic on haha.see even bel laughed until want to do CARTWHEEL alr xD

haha we bought an umbrella for ziyun :D damn cool,it has antlers xD

we went to eat again hahaha,shopping made us hungry i guess lol.

2 of these,plus....

the TOPLESS 5 :D hahaha bel's the weird topless green scoop :D

actions to the SWIVZ song :P haha i love SWIVZ loadsloadsloads :DDDD woooohooooo~

RIHANNA
Unfaithful

He's more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well.



why does something as insignificant as this appear as a problem so big?
what is the cause of what im feeling now?
either im in self denial,or im lying to myself without knowing it.

have i really changed after coming back?
ive always thought it was for the better,i still believe its for the better.

was it not meant to be a good thing?
am i the only one who feels this way?
ive fallen hard this time.

i think
im in love with MarcoPolo.